For a long time now I have always believed that women were the true leaders of the world. Someone once told me that the saying “Behind every successful man is a woman” points to the fact that there cannot be a powerful man, without a powerful woman at his side. The person goes further to ask me, who did I think was really president Hillary Clinton or Bill Clinton. At that time I laughed and brushed the question aside but with American politics today you can only wonder how Bill actually made his final decisions as he went to bed.

I have wanted to etch my mac for sometime now. I have wanted to do so for about a year, but it was either inconvenient or I did not have the artwork to make it happen. My first problem was finding something I wanted to tattoo on my computer FOREVER (that may not be as easy as you think). The second thing is where to get it done.

One year has gone by so quickly, in barely a month I am gonna be a year older and hopefully wiser (yeah right). The more I think about it, in many ways I wish I was still a kid. I wish I gained pleasure from blowing bubbles, running around giggling as I pop every single one. I look at them and envy the fact that the simplest things make them happy, make them laugh and best of all that they have no responsibilities, they are not even responsible for their own lives. Ignorance truly is bliss.

So I downloaded the new iPhone software last Friday and started immediately downloading games and cool new applications. I initially got the facebook App (Fo Shizzle), Pandora (Internet radio) AIM a Poker game and Super Monkey Ball which cost me a cool $10.00

After fiddling with the facebook app, and listening to some jams on Pandora I jumped into super monkey ball and DAMN!!!! is that shit addictive. It is basically a game with a monkey in a transparent ball and what you have to do is tilt the iPhone up,down,left,right to guide him/her through several obstacle courses and get them to the check point, easy enough right? WRONG!!! you should see the courses they have in there and I am only on the second level.

Ever since I watched that movie “Pursuit of Happiness” I realized consciously or subconsciously that’s what we all have dedicate our lives to. Every action we take is towards achieving some form of happiness. That cake you deprived yourself of was so that you can be happy about the way you look. The school degree your working on is so that you can have a happy future, even the lie you told your friend was to make yourself happy for making him happy. That is our number one priority in life and some of us don’t even realize it.

Ever since I can remember, I have wanted to be one of three things. A Ninja (For obvious reasons), a hacker (for the power) or a Secret Agent (more of a Bourne than a Bond). It recently occured to me that I have always been facinated and dreamed of belonging to some elite secret society, where there are only few people who are in the know and I get to do cool things like save the world from total annhilation from some super evil bad guy like Dr Evil.

I read this post about how the musician Joss Stone supports file sharing and encourages people to download her music and listen to it. She argues that most musicians are brainwashed by the record labels and discourage their fans from downloading their music, “music is supposed to be shared” she said.

So a couple of weeks a go some Jehova Witnesses came to my door step in New Hampshire to tell me how I am doomed if I do not see the light and convert into the right path. I was nice to them and nodded and agreed with them on every point they made. Not because I was swallowing what they preached hook line and sinker but I felt pity for them. I was thinking about all the people that were gonna be rude to them and cuss them out and there was no need to make their day any harder.

Okay the truth of the matter is that I actually wanted to end the blog. It was time to pay for new hosting for the year and it got me thinking if I wanted to keep writing the blog. I was definitely going to keep the site but my intent was to kill the blog, give no reason, explanation or warning, just kill it. The plan was that you all that previously read the blog will come one day and it wont be there anymore with no apologies to tender. Not because I don’t like you, its because I don’t know how to say goodbye, actually I don’t believe in goodbye’s except your on your death bed (When Your there hit me up we can discuss).